Join Jennie's List
RSS Instagram Pinterest Facebook Twitter

connect with jennie

 
About Jennie
 

Blog Categories

All  //  God  //  Family  //  Adoption  //  Writing  //  Interviews Subscribe to the Blog  

 
 
 

16

December, 2012

35 Comments

When the World Aches

Long lay the world in sin and error pining….

Yesterday as the world fell apart over a loss in Connecticut too horrible to ever believe…. I drove to the ICU at Seton Hospital in Texas.

One of my very closest friends had a stroke… she is 34. She is in the midst of walking through a divorce with three young children. It seems that brokenness breaks everything all at once sometimes.

There are days that the entire world pines… We all hurt for heaven yesterday. And I couldn’t shake it today… I woke up with a physical ache to be done here.

But today in the midst of the ache and ICU my son turned 13 years old.

After leaving the hospital together he and I pulled up to the mall to pick up his gift from us and he said “Mom, this seems silly. We don’t have to go to get my present right now…. it doesn’t seem very fun or important does it?”

And for a minute the ache let up…. my son was 13 and healthy and compassionate and way too handsome for his own good and we were going to get him a fun shallow present that didn’t matter but did to him. It felt exactly fun and important.

A thrill of hope, the weary soul rejoices,
For yonder breaks a new and glorious morn.

We get glimpses of hope, a few glorious morns…. just enough to make us hurt for heaven and to believe there is more.

In His Name all oppression shall cease.
Sweet hymns of joy in grateful chorus raise we,
Let all within us praise His holy Name!

Will you pray with me for my dear friend Sarah, still in ICU?

What is your ache today?

35 Responses to When the World Aches


Fran says: December 16, 2012 at 4:04 am

Absolutely praying for your sweet friend and thanking God for your very handsome son. My heart aches for Connecticut, this world, and my own friends who are struggling as well as my own junk that sometimes seems too hard.

My hope is in Him. Thankful for you and your ministry Jennie. You inspire me and challenge me and point me to Jesus. Praying for you.

Fran

Reply

 

Kelli says: December 16, 2012 at 5:01 am

I literally checked your FB 5 minutes ago to see if you had posted something I had by some chance missed, that would speak sense to my confused and unsettled heart. And here you are. Thank you. Like you, this morning I felt done here, I stayed in bed until 11 as my kids watched cartoons and ate too many goldfish. I just couldn’t seem to face the day. I eventually did, but things just feel off, like the world is off its axis or something. I just thank God that “He is in the tomorrows.” Praying for this broken & stuck world, for suffering families, for scared children, for your friend Sarah…and for your sweet son.

Reply

 

Debbie says: December 16, 2012 at 5:10 am

Praying for your dear friend Sarah and wishing your dear thoughtful son a very happy birthday! I ache for the loss of so many innocent lives at Sandy Hook Elementary School. Such a tragedy that leaves us all broken hearted and with so many questions. We must continue to celebrate the joys life brings us and a turning 13 is such a wonderful thing! I hope in time your son is able to celebrate. It is a true testament to his character that he was able to put aside his own self and see that sometimes we need to pause and remember others even on our special days. He truly is a special young man. I truly hope your friend heals quickly and completely. My prayers are with you too as you stand by your friend and comfort her.

Reply

 

Daniel Farrow says: December 16, 2012 at 9:43 am

Jennie,

My ache is for my older brother who is 39 years old and, though he is a believer in Jesus, is not fully trusting God with his emotional pain and his anger towards our Dad who is nearly 81 years old. I ache for him that he would be able to let go, own the responsibility for his own sin in the matter, and fully receive God’s healing for him. I love him and our Dad dearly, and I want to see reconciliation between the two of them before our Dad goes to be with the Lord. Our Dad is a believer too. Thank you for your prayers, and I’m praying for Sarah too.

Reply

 

Tawni Croteau says: December 16, 2012 at 2:41 pm

You inspire things in me I know have been here all along. Your ministry is helping me learn how to follow His leading. My ache is for my family and I to learn how to truly give our hearts over to Anything for God, not just to say it. My father starts radiation treatment in January and I fear I am not strong enough to handle it the way God wants me too. To be a leader for my family.
My prayers are with you and Sarah. Thank you for sharing your heart.

Reply

 

Jennie says: December 17, 2012 at 9:46 pm

Praying for your dad and your family to know and trust God intimately. Bless you girl!

Thank you Tawni for praying and thank you so much for the encouragement.

Reply

 

Carol Hulin says: December 16, 2012 at 7:17 pm

Jennie: Praying for your friend Sarah and her family. Praying blessings for your son. Praying for you… praying for the world.

Reply

 

Susan says: December 16, 2012 at 7:38 pm

Your words resonated in my heart, sweet Jennie! Thank you. Lifting up your precious Sarah to the Great Physician. Praying for complete healing for her and peace for her family. And, a huge happy birthday to that sweet boy of yours. Hope that today is filled with joy and peace.

Hugs!
Susan

Reply

 

Nancy Virgil says: December 17, 2012 at 4:22 pm

Some of what we talked about in church yesterday had to do with the concept of the fullness of time, God’s time and the time for the many things listed in Ecclesiasted 3… I’m thankful that there can be times of joy while still in the midst of utter sadness & loss. Your son’s birthday was certainly a cause for celebration, as it should be, and your friend’s health a genuine concern. I will be praying for her.

Reply

 

Nancy D says: December 17, 2012 at 6:58 pm

Praying for your friend and blessed beyond measure that we can have hope in the hearts of 13 year old boys like yours.

My ache is for my college roommate. She has her 1st chemo treatment today. She’ll be 52 on her birthday in January. Besides healing “on this side,” she’s asked me to pray that she doesn’t waste this experience and that she’ll receive gracefully everything God intends for her through this.

I am so-o-o not worthy.

Reply

 

Karen Yates says: December 17, 2012 at 7:05 pm

I’m so sorry for your friend. Praying for her recovery. It seems everything has been given new perspective the last few days. We remember that what is most important is …people. Not the presets or the traditions or petty arguments of last year but the life of your son, and the life of His. I have never felt advent so keenly as I have the last three days. Happy birthday to your boy! Every day is a gift. Love you Jennie.

Reply

 

Ashley Flowers says: December 18, 2012 at 4:34 pm

Jennie , I will be praying! My sister-in-law’s baby has SMA, a fatal muscular disease which is genetic. She said she had always said at the end of the church service, “Come quickly, Lord Jesus” but had never really longed for it. Now, she gets it. I have been reading Forever by Paul David Tripp and in it he says, “Peace is found only in knowing this world is meant to prepare us for the next and that the temporary pleasures and pains of this world are not our final address. When we live knowing that the God of grace will lift us out of this broken world and is now readying us for the world to come, we can face difficulty without wanting to give up and experience pleasure without becoming addicted to it. We live with hope in our heart, eyes to the future, and hands holding this present world loosely.” Because of the hope found in Jesus, my in-laws are experiencing this peace. Praise the Lord!

Reply

 

Mary says: December 18, 2012 at 5:36 pm

Oh Jennie…Thank you…always love your words. My favorite line comes from Oh Little Town of Bethlehem, “The hopes and fears of all the years are met in Thee tonight”. Yes, all of our hopes and fears are still met in Him.

Reply

 

Julie says: December 23, 2012 at 10:07 pm

I went to bed last night thinking about what you wrote, your friend and the weight of our own aches (losing a house the day after closing after 4 months of work to get it when the seller backed out and now losing another baby, the second one in the last 9 months). Trying to train the children we have to chase after God and grappling with how to make a difference in this sin stained world we live in. I am begging God for Him to heal Sarah, physically and however else she needs to be healed. Praying for a miracle to be done that her marriage could be restored because of all this and that those 3 precious children would see an amazing God at work before their eyes and be forever changed…forever…be people who will fight to stay close to Jesus and against the enemy while standing for what is right and good and praising God all the time, in the storms and when it seems to rain blessings of joy. Thank you for your book and sharing your heart. Praying.

Reply

 

Leave a Reply

Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *

*

*

You may use these HTML tags and attributes: <a href="" title=""> <abbr title=""> <acronym title=""> <b> <blockquote cite=""> <cite> <code> <del datetime=""> <em> <i> <q cite=""> <strike> <strong>